My Journey- Day 2

I must admit I really didn’t think I was going to make it through today. I am very proud of myself that I did. Today was very very hard. I started out with the SWF this morning as soon as I woke up. This is what made me want to quit. I drank about 16oz and called it quits, for drinking the SWF. It was horrible. I drank as fast as I could. I felt really sick and tried to keep it down. My stomach just growled and wanted to get rid of it. I got really dizzy so I had to lay down and slept for about 2 hours. I didn’t like the feeling of the SWF, made me feel really sick as If I had the flu. I woke up drank some tea to help settle my stomach and then drank my Lemonade. Today was very hard emotionally as well; I had a break down because I wanted to eat and I was mean towards my fiancé which I feel really bad for. I was so angry that I just wanted to take it out by eating. I tried having positive thoughts about the end but I feel that I went through with it because of the support of my fiancé. One tough thing was when I was out.  People around me were eating ice-cream, yogurt, Greek food and all I could do was watch and smell. For some reason, smelling did me justice and I was satisfied just with smelling the food and move on. During the day I kept peeing and then had to go number 2 (butt pee) about 3 or 4 times. Which, I think is a good thing? I had the worst possible headaches and dizziness that I couldn’t concentrate on anything( I even left my purse at the dance studio that I work at, thank god someone is returning it to me, and I didn’t even realize it was missing until they called me). I couldn’t concentrate at all. The worse part of today was the headaches, they to me, are worse than hunger pains. I can’t believe I made it through!  It has given me more motivation to continue with this cleanse, Stronger, better and determined. Day 2- You were difficult, you almost had me quit but determination and support smacked you right in the face!! Whack!!!